here we go...

Alright..i guess im gonna give this a try. I'm not much for writing out my feelings or anything but what the hell. there's a first for everything.

Well, for the past few weeks, months, whatever, i haven't been too happy. I fell for one of my best friends. and it sucked. But after months of being happy sometimes, depressed others, ive decided to just put him out of my head for now. I like to think that if something's meant to be, it'll happen eventually. It helps a little too that we havent seen each other much over the break. I do miss him a lot, but that's ok. We'll be back to school soon enough. But like i said, ive put him out of my head for now and moving on for the time being. I'm currently "talking" to a pretty awesome guy. We have a ton of fun together and we have a lot in common. I've known him for about 3 years, maybe longer, and we've had some good times and are now at a time where we can try this whole dating thing. There's a long story behind the whole me and him thing so if ya wanna know just ask. But anyways, we'll see where that goes. Things seem normal between me and the best friend now though, like they used to be. so thats a good thing. and for once, I'm actually pretty happy and looking at the bright side of things.

I don't really have anything else to say right now, but hey this was a good first post right? =)